running away from better now by Max Fantastic

been having those dreams again, i don't like them
why'd your cat hafta die?
been having those dreams again where he is there and his breath is on my neck
and i dont like it

so i push him away
but it never works
so i run away
and it kinda works

i keep running away

i didn't go outside today, i know i should have
i'm wasting away
i know i should be going to college but i am scared

so i push you away
i know it doesn't help
so then i run away
doesn't help at all

i know you can do it but you're better at taking care of other people than you are of yourself
you just haven't realized that you're a person who is not connected to your body at all
even tho you feel that all the time

you just keep running away

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• snails
• soft
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