Moving Rearwards from Moving Rearwards by 58918012, ummsbiaus

(there’s no room for anger
no room for angst)

this is not just another adventure
this is my nature
i can’t resist the warmth filling me up from inside
i swallow it
i take it as a part of me
and eventually it’s burning me down
it destroys me
but i still feel it

it’s impossible to live when burning
impossible to breathe in smoke
i could ask you to save me but you can’t
i need more water
i’m crying
but this is not just another adventure
this is my nature

i promised myself
to be kind and soft
i accepted the previous
and the next
i devoted myself
to the ones i loved

but all of the kindness
in this world
entered my chest
with hundred knives
and inside me
the fire and smoke swirled
(i don’t know why)
i took on their lives

of the ones who withered
the ones who thrived

i promise myself to be firm
to my weak self to be mature
underwater creatures cannot burn
but i’m too subtle and too pure

floating in no space
with no time
i still doubt
every move i make

i am still blind
still learn to unbind
to replace
you

• Ambient
• Syntes Records
• cinematic
• dark ambient
• drone
• easy listening
• electronic
• experimental
• idm
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• lo-fi
• tape
• Ivano Frankivsk