Extremisms by alexsmind

This is another example of my mind going thru extremes. Words were written down when I was having a mental breakdown and the words after the drugs I take are from notes to my therapist. I did everything in the car, except for the echoed vocals at the end because my talking there was not even audible. I also left the silly "shut up" in there cuz when I said Lexapro, Alexa thought I said its name.

This project did not turn out as well as I wanted it to, you can barely hear me because I had a lot of technical difficulties and stupid moments trying to get this to work in my car, forgot some equipment to make it worth it, used equipment that wasn't even plugged in, my crappy tape recorder died on me, I even edited incorrectly. I also had trouble reading what i said and I swear I have dyslexia. But in a way that only fueled the frustration in the music, I guess. I did NOT want to rerecord any of this.

I can't say enjoy, this isn't very enjoyable, maybe unless you're a masochist or like noise music.

Music to feel one with the universe and the inner self, ranging from silence to noisy, dark and bright, but mostly guitar-centered soundscapes. Feel free to listen at your leisure, no pressure.

Most topics are based on my mental health. Sometimes it is very raw, but I just have to express it that way. Thank you all for your kindness.

~ Alex

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