life support from dymitri by K.K. RENE

you look just as pretty in that dress as I thought you might
you looked even cuter out of it, but thats a story for another night
it seemed like you were ecstatic with how things went
and you said a whole lot but who knows how much you really meant

it was something like "if I have to die I'll go out with a bang"
"I want my skull cracked and bruised I want my car wheels to sing"
"a violent mess that no real god would ever allow"
"i'm less concerned with the 'why' than I am with the 'how' "

"and I'm telling you it'll hurt
but I can deal with pain in short bursts
and anythings better than suffering in my miniscule corner of earth"

i've never been so turned on in my life
i swear for just a second i thought i had met my wife
i bet if i let her list her favorite bands i would have lost my fucking mind
but something in me just couldnt give her the time

i love the way the sun hits your hair
and i love the way i can tell when you dont really care
but when you wanted me most i wasnt there
no i wasnt there
but given the option today

id never leave your side
id give you all i once gave to my pride
i guess this is something now a days i should keep inside
but keep in mind
ive yet to say goodbye

• Acoustic
• awful
• basement
• lo-fi
• New York