Anhedonia from Mistake by Bear on Bear

I don't wanna "live in the moment"
when this moment feels so hopeless
maybe we should think about the future
maybe I should go to grad school

I'm never gonna go to grad school
this isn't my parent's America
everybody's talking about Nazis
we're on the brink of hysteria

and I am a part of the problem
I didn't vote for the president
I do not recycle, I do not care
I owe no student loan debt

I don't wanna die in Texas
it's still so strange that we live here
came out for the music scene
don't even like any local bands

I don't wanna be in the moment
in this town bleeding hippy bullshit
you can walk the way of the spirit
walk right off the edge of your flat earth

still something keeps me here
despite anhedonia's rage
I got a love you cannot numb
let shallow pleasures sour
swallow your dreams with no chase
can you stomach what you have become?

though our poverty precedes us
though the system spit us out
though the only certainty ya know is doubt

I got a love you cannot numb
i got a love you cannot know

• Rock
• alt punk
• indie rock
• Austin