v Iknowimaliar from Melodrama2009 / Saintaugustine by central standard time

Every time I open my mouth
the same excuses come tumbling out
i know
trust me i know

i didn't sleep well or i ate too much
you said a bad joke, made my cheeks all flushed
i know
dont remind me, i know

but i slept 9 hours and i ate close to nothing
and i tell you i suffer to make you feel something about me
greedy old me

i have no good reason to think these thoughts
the people i hate, just because they're not like
me.
i wouldn't wish that on anybody

i repeat the words again and again
to my one way mirror, on and off again friend
she knows
i hope that she knows

that the things that i say to her still amount to nothing
if i still wake up and i feel close to something about me
sensitive me

• Folk
• bedroom folk
• indie folk
• liminal core
• Milwaukee