Terminal from Grief by daisy gold
Tracklist
| 4. | Terminal | 3:36 |
Lyrics
jolted awake from another dream
where I couldn't speak
a reflection of my everyday
I just feel like I don't have much to say
"This is gonna devastate me," my mother cried outside the hospital
parking garage, with her hands covering her face
sitting at a red steel picnic table I just can't forget
and I realize I'm unable to choke out one word of comfort between cigarettes
cough up my lungs, right from my chest, let the fire soothe the tension, pretend that it's all okay
your mother broke a mirror while you slept in her womb
seven years of bad luck passed onto you
I've tried to pick up pieces along the way
but my hands are all cut up and nothing has changed
from diagnosis to hardly survived surgery
hospital rooms will remain vividly painted across my memory
still I have nothing to say and I don't know if I will
if the cancer inside takes her away...
...and it did. and I still don't know what to say
