December from Life Lessons by Expect Delays

Theres a hole in my chest a hollow place of sadness that you took when you left. And a strong breeze sounds warmer than the coldness i feel. The bitterness in your words cuts like a knife across glass. You said you wouldnt leave but here i am forced to endure the holidays alone like last year. You say im acting like a child but i just dont know how to handle this. There were nights when id cry just looking at you. Because all i could think was, oh my god this is going to hurt when she leaves. But the reassurance in your whispered voice gave me a little bit of hope and now im stuck sitting on my bedroom floor crying and trying to cope. I changed my bedsheets so they wouldnt smell like you anymore. I think the hardest part is knowing how easy it was for you to leave me. I just don’t understand how you could be so bitter to the one you said you would give the world for. You call me a child, but if I’m childish for expressing my emotions, and the knots that are in my stomach, I think I’ll stay kid for a little longer. Because I am valid and my thoughts matter. But I guess I’ll move past it, because heartache is only temporary
So what can i do?


(there’s nothing you can do. *sigh* I’m sorry. It’s over.)

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