Longing from Anecdote / Watershed by fatalflaw.

This has to be over soon
The longing for late June
The longing for something I won't find out here
And there's nothing you can do
To stop me from leaving soon
But even if I do I'll land up right here

And I'm starting to see, maybe I'm the problem.
I know we all have a part, but I seem to cause them.

And my patience is growing thin
And I know it's far within
It's buried deep within like a splinter in skin
The more I dig it out
The more I lose myself
Wondering what will be left of me in the end

And I'm trying my hardest, though it may look like I'm not.
Just bleeding myself dry with another song.
But self expression doesn't fix what's wrong.
Taking every chance I have to just turn and run, just turn and run.

Now this is getting serious, but I push it to the side.
Starting to act like I'm delirious, how much longer can I hide?
And I know I should try and fight this, but I feel my hands are tied.
But from my experience, my prayers will be denied.

It has to be here soon
The feeling of spring in bloom
Something to make me feel like it's all worthwhile
But I never leave my room
Slowly being consumed
There's nothing I can do to make me feel worthwhile

But my bones crack and break under the weight.
Realizing I still have a while to wait.
Cause there's still demons I'm hesitant to face.
Navigating through this changing maze.

Now this is getting serious, but I push it to the side.
Starting to act like I'm delirious, how much longer can I hide?
And I know I should try and fight this, but I feel my hands are tied.
But from my experience, my prayers will be denied.
My prayers will be denied.
My prayers will be denied.
My prayers will be denied.
My prayers will be denied.

• Experimental
• Rock
• acoustic
• emo
• folk
• lofi
• Saskatoon