the floor from fogart by fogart

it wasn’t until now, that i felt, some pain
and it wasn’t until now, that ive shed, some tears
and i yearn to move on, after all, these years
staring through myself, i feel nothing, i see nothing

you hit the bottom of the barrel
i hit the bottom of the barrel
when i said, those ignorant words

and you thought that i didn’t care
though during that time, i acted purely
out of necessity
how could i, have been so blind?

i haven’t felt this way
since a time that ive repressed
and it seems too easy
to forget all the trauma
for too long ive stored these thoughts
in the darkness of my brain
for it wasn’t long ago, that i was on the floor
the floor

i missed your kind words
for you gave me the proper, validation
i craved so much
when i saw your face, and spoke with you for the first time
i could’ve sworn … i was speaking with an angel
such a shame, you had to spread your wings

and it wasn’t until now, that ive fried my brain
and it wasn’t until now, that ive completely fucked myself
for i miss them oh so much, and wish they’d scare me straight
for it wasn’t until now, that i am on the floor

and it wasn’t until now
that ive felt

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