This is dedicated to the pain of constructing. The pain of evulsing words from head, unwanted actions and irrational self-restriction. Inner tension and thoughts about the essence of health. The picture was executed at hard times, the recording took place a couple of days ago. The action of releasing happened while listening to Leoš Janáček’s ‘Sinfonietta (Chicago Symphony Orchestra / Seiji Ozawa, Conductor)’ in headphones. All modernism is about disease.