Depressing Pornography from Probably Hormonal by Hannah D'Arcy

It's freezing here,
The blame, it lies with me.
No warmth will come
From cradling my knees.
And, once again,
I'm trapped in my own mind
Between someone who doesn't want me
And someone I can't find.

So I'll drink to forget.
Then I'll say something stupid, wake up and remember why I shouldn't drink.
So I drink to forget.
I should drink somewhere else.

I'm drawn towards
A mirror of my own flaws.
One that could break at any moment.
One that does nothing but harm.
But I've got enough on my arm.

And as it does each week
The world is ending.
And it's my fault, her fault, his fault, your fault.

My fault for not being enough,
Her fault for suggesting I stare.
His fault for pushing me down.
You fault for being there.

So I think I'll forget,
Then I think about you and remember what it means if I'm over it
So I drink to forget.
So I drink to forget.
I'll drink to forget.
I'll drink to forget.
I'll drink to forget.
I don't think I'll forget.

• Alternative
• acoustic
• angst
• female vocal
• goth
• lo-fi
• Newcastle Upon Tyne