Hideout from Suicide Pact by ilan

i wish i could be more open with you guys i really wish
but then, even then im really shy
i don't let anyone see my emotions
sometimes i want to cry

but i don't cause im afraid anyone will see me
how weak i am, how do i say this
i dont want to die
i just want to be happy

but what do i have to do to be happy
every single day is like grinding in an mmo
waiting for it to end lacking motivation to do anything
to enjoy almost everything

enjoying only watching films and listening to music
i wish i was more open with you guys i just dont know how do i do that
without hurting myself
i want to be more open with you guys

well i still hide most of my emotions
i don't want anyone to see them
i still hide how i feel
im still a vulnerable kid hiding beneath a mask

who am i really
i fear that this mask will end up replacing me

and im scared, im scared, im scared
and im scared, im scared, im scared
and im scared, im scared, im scared
and im scared, im scared, im scared

• Alternative
• acoustic
• emo
• emotional
• sad
• Buenos Aires