State from Misophonia by inkmink

I bet you wish you could glue me to the floor
but I don't want to play that game tonight.
If I looked into your eyes and let you see what I
see when we are together

you'd know that despite our best efforts to be alive
our lonely hearts will always be lonely.
This state is killing me and despite what I believe
my real life is on the internet.

It's the only way we'd meet. We're still the dogs resting at their feet.
We still do whatever we are told.
A night of digging holes (and) begging them to fill them in
with us inside holding hands.

(howls)
(more howls)

The world's about as bad as we truly think it is,
and it's even worse for others.
But I have a hard time seeing past my own pain
because the knives are glinting here in this bar's light.

I can't even take a piss without fearing for my life
but maybe I'm just drunk and an idiot.
If you left me I would die but I would understand;
my whole life is haunted.

• Electronic
• ambient
• experimental
• Maine