Late Nights from Another Somethin' by JND/jas0nbeats

I'm pulling late nights, thinking where's this time going? /
The wrong side of 29 and look what I've chosen /
A man who dabbles with the words like the rest of 'em /
I'll probably wind up tired while expressing some /

Many thought's my head has spun... every single one is goin' round /
Over-thinking things, steady spiral, need it slow it down /
I'm staying cautious, asking for advice again /
But will I heed it, for now what's on my mind is finding strength /

Always playing tricks on me with surprise regrets /
Rewind the steps, choices made, I feel, were quite correct /
I try to switch it off before the boiling point occurs /
Other times you can't stop the tears before they fall to t'earth /

Perusing happiness through other means /
Drink and drugs top the list for most with some other stuff that's in-between /
Art's my main outlet, airing out my darkened judgement /
Coz your heart hurts when contemplating self-destruction /

A few have felt the button, but never gone to press it /
Nor have I, to much to live for plus you might regret it /
The will to live goes beyond the psychological /
As does the death wish, life in't optional /

It's hard over-coming any obstacle, specially when it's in your head /
That's when you're seeing blinkered as you take a step /
Struggling to change direction, but when you face the threat /
It's not worth the time its spent circling your mind unless it's paying rent /

(chorus)
Don't let those thoughts win, they'll weigh you down /
We've all the same problems, let them out /
Just talk to someone who'll give you time /
That's all it takes go on clear your mind /

• Hip-Hop/Rap
• UK Hip Hop
• West Yorkshire
• alternative
• hip hop
• ukhh
• Bradford