Loss by jordan

They want me
standing for the anthem but i ain’t wit none of that/
if i can’t loot then give this country back/
would’ve been a pyschotherapist if I wasn’t so in love wit rap/
been getting back to meditation
my mind don’t race a hunned laps
To many nights I tried to smoke until my lung collapse
This ain’t condoning shit I’m just spitting facts
Ain’t no Capitalist but every check i
could use atleast another stack/
Finna start *beep* if it come to that
/ I could paint the picture clear/
You’ll think you went to lens crafters/
Bills got me bent backwards but I done been baffled /
Mental tense matches with light of dawn whip cracking/
went from emphatic to drained like nodes that’s lymphatic/
never gave up just gave another attempt at it
This that put back wait around rim grabbing/ goals tend to happen/ when you trying hard/ by and large / self sabotage or defy the odds/ intentions off / I met resolve from a song/
revealing all/ i put my heart on the page/
These verses so cathartic/
I done used my pen to cope with losses /
Can’t a nigga say this ain’t my calling

• Hip-Hop/Rap
• abstract hip-hop
• avant-garde rap
• independent artist
• underground hip-hop
• Maryland