Ñandejara from Mano by Kurupi

En la distancia... Eh-
Quiero hacerte un pequeño regalo

Three breaths and we pause
Never even knew where the call was
A widescreen on your life and
I dissected it all
Hoping for a reason it was cut
Directionless
And I guess it's best
In my head couldn't ever make sense of it
Represented what I want and make the best of it
Don't know bout a god thoughts wrestling
Jaw dropped when I watched the home tapes
Quince dress bring dreams a cold case
Familiar face can't shake
Never met now these dreams hold weight, shit
Sticks to the mental and I toss and turn
Deja Vu head rush unlearn
uncertainty to heal these burns
And I still can't seem to discern
Whatchu want from me
Whatchu want from me

(What can I do?)
No one really matches that strength
That my mom has really got
All that she fought
Call no response
In the way you'd expect like she saw some God
But not the way that you thought
Not a man with a beard or a form like that
Can't really clear or have words quite match
What she had right near was the first I had
Firsthand that year with a ghost to come back
But it won't be the last
2020 coming up stressed
Sending letters to ask
Saying prayers through masks
And had the rosary packed god damn
Can't breathe can't keep relaxed
Flashback that month when I was on homeland
You know I can't go back
You know I can't go back like

Three breaths for the fall
I can really hear your voice when you call
God is an energy and I feel ‘em through these
Bones then I don't feel small
Cuz I hear Eddy I hear Ruthy I hear Paula
I see god
I hear Eddy I hear Ruthy I hear Paula
I see god ah
Three breaths for the fall
I can really hear your voice when you call
God is an energy and I feel ‘em through these
Bones then I don't feel small
Cuz I hear Eddy I hear Ruthy I hear Paula
I see god
I hear Eddy I hear Ruthy I hear Paula
I see god ah

Cuz I know you didn't hang up
Know we can stay in touch
Gotta keep that flame up
Gotta keep that

I hear Eddy
I hear Ruthy
I hear Paula
All right through me

What can I do?
To still feel you?
I look up the sky
I still feel you
In my heart
I look up to the sky
In the stars

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