nineteen from vacancy by Lein

i am worth more than a loud lingering voice
that pleaded lovely though all i heard was noise
or scattered static at best
and MKUltra screeches
that scared the cat

i decayed at your feet
while you talked sweet
to fresh faces
but i'm honestly glad now
maybe relieved in some places
still see you when my body breaks

why reconcile when sitting petty on goose eggs
and quarter inch cables
my new bedsheets never got the memo
build from dust
just to be resended though

but im honestly glad now
even though you kept the leaves
i still see you in the blood
that got soaked up by my sleeves
still see you when my body breaks

still see you in the blood
that got soaked up by my sleeves

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