Longsuffering from DREAM-WAKE by 4:44

my heart is breaking over and over again
maybe one day you will love me again
til then

i’m biting my tongue
choking back tears
arrow in back like boromir
scars in my soul
from seeds that i sew
i’ll never know
the pain that you hold in your heart
i start to understand

mother tries
to do her best
regrets ever leaving the past
but God
he is good
he makes a way
stop looking for answers
and start asking questions
like why are these people all chasing their feelings
is something reeling their hearts into hell

my heart is breaking over and over again
maybe one day you will love me again

til then
so many tears
when i hear your name
crippling
its sickening

you had it so rough
theres no one tougher than
you
baby, love is long-suffering
a stupid wish
for cupids trick
baby, love in the arms
of a fallen angel

• 4mmc
• Pop
• St. Petersburg
• lofi
• loser
• weed
• Helsinki