Ending Scene from Innocent Angel by Marietta Medicine

all the keys
that fell from your purse
i guess it's deserved
across the sea
i kno someone who hurt me
but ive yet to learn
n im jus waitin for a gift
from the sky
i make an error
n i call it a sign from god
that hes trying to fuck w me
to teach a lesson ive ignored lately

rollin in the snow
numb my face like a high
still pain cant use
resellin to get by
back to tryna find a gun
got a hitlist in my mind
tryna kill my inner monologue
n still survive
i can compliment myself
but it doesn't feel cathartic
affirmations gettin crticized
mouth n mind departing
advertise my best self
they aint here theyre in the fantasy
let down everyone of them
cant find a different man to please

im breaking out my love
that ive locked inside
im confessin to my friends
and the guests and new guys
wings puncture the cocoon
i becomin a butterfly
yea i know i fucked it up
but i swear thats the last time
im movin on from old loves
new crushes
they all seem to think
that i cant be trusted

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