MYSTERY by NOT MYSTERY

I have been restless for so long. I lay in bed at night and my muscles involuntarily spasm, my legs kick, my feet twitch. I wake up over and over again through out the night. I am restless.

I haven’t known what I’m doing for 18 years. I didn’t know what I was doing for 20 years before that. I’ve always wanted to create something perfect. But this is something true to myself instead.

My eyes sting. My body aches. I just want to fall asleep in the shower.

Do you know who I am?

Have you seen me?

NOT MYSTERY

This feels like warm water but too warm. This feels like a cozy wool blanket that’s to scratchy. This feels like the music my soul makes when I’m daydreaming and zonked out of my gourd. This is like telepathic brain surgery. This is like ear magnets. This is like a parasite in your minds eye. This isn’t fit or suitable for human consumption.

I AM HUMAN AND I NEED TO BE LOVED
JUST LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE DOES