The Silence from Nobody's Perfect by Cynthia Blade, Nycguitargirl

The abrupt silence speaks louder than words it tears at my heart that you are only a message away I sent a few days ago you were so close just yesterday our lives interrupted by this broken connection is it wrong that I wanted to show you real affection?

I’m in love with your silence, I think about it all the time, it’s taken over my mind and my heart things that were once hopeful but not I know that this wont start


Will I ever see you again the way I saw you when we first met or will we become strangers once again,

Will you live in silence will you assume that I know how you felt just a moment ago? how can I know where this will lead? how do I know if I should stay or if I should go…


I’m in love with your silence, I think about it all the time, it’s taken over my mind and my heart things that were once hopeful but not I know that this wont start

An end before a beginning a night before a day wish I could of known you wouldn’t want to stay there’s nothing to hope for nothing to see there’s only pain left in this shadow of what could be

And that’s what hurts the most

I’m tired of feeling this way walking through life in pain

I don’t want to feel at all

I just want to be higher than most now your just a ghost

a siloutte of what could of been

our lives are not intertwined in this lifetime and I’m sitting here alone thinking about how you could of been of home, but now your home will never be here and i know it will never be I’m lost now but I found myself through the pain and heartache it brings I will build myself string by string that’s the beauty of it all ooo oooo

I’m no longer part of your close friends but the stories never end
I’m no longer part of your close friends but the stories never end
I’m no longer part of your close friends but the stories never end

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