ambivalence from ใใใใ๏ผ by p.stmdrn
Tracklist
| 28. | ambivalence | 1:35 |
Lyrics
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I wanted to cry.
I cried.
I wanted to die, but I couldn't die. If I could step out with only one foot, then this time, I could fly for sure. It was impossible. I couldn't do it. Both of my legs were shaking violently, and the sound of my heart beating was ridiculously loud. I felt terrible, I was nauseated, and I didn't want to be there anymore.
I was crying out for someone to do something. I was crying that I wanted to die. Kill me right now, I thought. I wished for someone to push me.
Credits
from ใใใใ๏ผ,
released January 1, 2016
