insyde[駄目人間] from ようこそ！ by p.stmdrn

(Ressentiment)

The author has multiple, terrible complexes and feelings, such as, "Why am I poor?"; "Why is my life not more comfortable?"; "Why can I not find a girlfriend?" His mind and body constantly are pressured, from both within and without.

Those pent-up grudges become endless feelings of hatred toward society. They become rage.

However, the largest source of rage is his own personal cowardice.
He is poor because he lacks the skill with which to earn money. He
has no girlfriend because he lacks charisma. But the process of seeing this truth and acknowledging his own incompetence requires quite a bit of courage. No human being, regardless of who they might be, wants to look directly at their own shortcomings.

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/Yes, that's right. I am a hikikomori, a worthless person with a weak spirit.

Is that a problem? Just leave me alone, and I'll disappear quietly. I'm fine! It's all over!/

• Hip-Hop/Rap
• loops
• smears
• California