ltd.wn_(無言) from ようこそ！ by p.stmdrn

I covered my face with both hands.

I didn't know what to do. I didn't want any more disgrace in my life.

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Nobody understands me.
"You never understood anything."

I thought this was supposed to be a world without pain, and without uncertainty.
"That's because you thought that everyone else felt the same as you do."

You betrayed me! You betrayed my feelings!
"You misunderstood from the very beginning. You just believed what you wanted to believe."

Nobody wants me, so they can all just die.
"Then what are your hands for?"

Nobody cares whether or not I exist. Nothing ever changes, so they can all just die.
"Then tell me, what is your heart for?"

It would be better if I never existed. I should just die, too.
"Then why are you here?"

Is it okay for me to be here?

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