War Inside from Ill by Royal Deceit

I don't need another guilt trip
To tell me that I'm wrong
Yeah I know what I did
But I'm not the only one
A guilt trip
That I wish I could forget
But my mind is spinning
And I'm seeing red
Every single word
Like a knife cutting me up into pieces
Every single look
I misinterpret
Going up my spine

Do I deserve this?
Do I deserve this?

Nothing is making sense
I drown in dissonance
Choking every single word that could make amends
I'm not too blind to see
What's right in front of me
I fear I'm not the man
That I'm supposed to be

I'm lashing out
With a tongue as sharp as a blade
But I don't consider myself to be wrong
I alienate without discretion
My head is spinning
And my demons are winning
Into the abyss I descend
I fear it never ends

Nothing is making sense
I drown in dissonance
Choking every single word that could make amends
I'm not too blind to see
What's right in front of me
I fear I'm not the man
That I'm supposed to be
I fear I’m not the man, I’m supposed to be
I fear I’m not the man, I’m supposed to be

There is a war inside my head
There is a war inside my head

• Metal
• Metalcore
• nu-metal
• nu-metalcore
• numetal
• numetalcore
• Skanderborg