CACNA1C from Cupola by Royal Dog

I’m a disgrace by definition
I’m dereliction in the flesh
Lying to myself, lying waiting
Like a gravestone unto my own expectations

Do you ever feel like everything is breaking?
Like a battle to the death in your own brain?
An inevitable debt and you haven’t paid it yet
Do you ever feel like everything is breaking?

A glass half-empty situation
I’ll probably spill whatever’s left
I always blame myself, always shame myself
Oh it’s time I fucking finally overcame myself

Do you ever feel like everything is breaking?
Like a battle to the death in your own brain?
An inevitable debt and you haven’t paid it yet
Do you ever feel like everything is breaking?

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