Thingy from Cupola by Royal Dog

I was a wreck before this went to heck
I was awry and afraid
I was a con long before you caught on
Something always in the way
How am I s'posed to explain it to you
I can't even explain it to me
I was alert not enough to exert
I was a liar afraid

It's all fucked anyway

Tripping and shaking and twisted and fake
I was afraid of the end
Slipping and falling and fucking it up
Stopping and starting again
How am I s'posed to attempt to explain
It don't even fucking make sense
Twisting and ripping and breaking away
I was afraid til the end

I'm a grenade
You're in the way
When I'm with you I don't know what to say
I am exhausted
I hope you're okay
Take what you need
Then I'll go away
It's getting shittier every day
I'm exhausted
I hope you're okay

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