poptabs from self care by seaglass

when we popped tabs
did you think about it?
every single second lost in the process
cuz I know I did
couldn’t forget about it
and every little thing I said, I meant it
fuck that
you couldn’t ever want this
??
what the fuck do I lack for second thoughts and
didn’t think I did enough to deserve this

hey love
I don’t need any more friends
help me out here
was it something?
maybe, I dunno, im pathetic

cuz I still think about it
every single second lost in the process

I saw the little heart you sent when you said goodnight to me
I still have all your pictures and cards and love notes

we've been floating through the static
(thought this would help me find you)
just like spots on top the ceiling
give me more I want that time back
(do you think you're being lied to?)
I keep soaking up the feeling
I still think about the seconds
(I hate how I have to fight you)
shuffle lightly to the ceiling
but the curtains never open
(to see I've tried)
I keep tacking on a meaning

• Alternative
• Punk
• emo
• pop
• Kitchener