This track was the most difficult for me to make, not on a musical level, but an emotional and personal one. I never wrote lyrics for this and instead before recording the vocals I decided to dive deep into my mind and get into one of the most depressive states I've been in. As the track begins with quotations from my own personal experiences and feelings, it then morphs into one of my deepest and most depressive monologues. Only recording the vocals in a single take I have forgotten almost all I said and can only accurately decipher a handful of phrases.