closure from tantrums by sandcastles.

i fell in love with you
but I didn't tell you
and when I told you
you were in charleston
oh god fucking

I wish I
would have said
something when it
mattered

and I would go to the holy city
every weekend if I could
but I've got responsibilities
and a lot of questions.

and no one
feels the way I do
about you

I would stay up every night
staring into yr eyes
if you'd let me
so let me

when we drink
shots of Evan Williams
I feel fine and normal
and that's different
and I love it
and I love you

I hate mirrors
and I hate losing you
and I hate letting go
and I hate closure
and I hate getting older.

i am getting older

• Pop
• bourbon
• genderqueer
• pills
• south carolina
• synth
• Columbia