worth it from flicker by sandcastles.

do you think you’re losing your edge?
i think i am
in my mid twenties
feels like i’m doing nothing
but making plans
that can’t seem to come together yet
this year i’m trying to weather it
but it seems to push back on me
and knock me on my ass.
i thought i’d get a pass
for being special
but special don’t last
and neither will i
but i gotta try
and trying just ain’t as easy as it used to be
so many wasted opportunities
and a fucked up past
and the future’s fast
and i can’t catch up.
i swear it feels like i’ve had enough
and the road is rough
i look around my room and all i see is stuff
and no substance.
i wanna be perfect
i wanna feel worth it.

• Pop
• bourbon
• genderqueer
• pills
• south carolina
• synth
• Columbia