sated by that music

sometimes i feel sated with the things i'm not passionate about, sometimes it feels like most days don't provoke motivation

there's a lot of things i want to do & directions i want to take, but i don't always know what to focus on first, and if i do focus on one thing, then will i miss out on progressing in another area?

the concept of pursuing a dream is strange because it seems like being sated with your passion is the end goal; to be so immersed in and dedicated to something to the point of eventually being completely complacent

but it's super contradictive because i never want to reach the point of feeling like i don't want or need to keep going forward

when does that destination come, or will it ever come? if i don't achieve this state of being sated then will i ever feel accomplished or undoubtedly satisfied?

i think about the future a lot, and what it's like to be in certain positions, and i imagine how it would literally feel to do the things i've always wanted to do, like making an album i genuinely love. however, by doing this i essentially trick myself into believing that i know what these experiences would be like & the emotions i might have, and the incentive to work towards what i've always wanted suddenly but briefly feels insignificant

what's the point of doing something if you think you already know what it'll be like

we'll never really know until we get there

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