Discontent from Discontent EP by Tomcantsleep
Tracklist
| 4. | Discontent | 2:28 |
Lyrics
Discontent in my gut
Every door has been shut
Very few that I trust
Crush anything I touch
When the brain says, "give up"
And the heart says, "get up"
But the body feels so stuck
I don't really know how to start this
Always feel that, but I stand and I'm walking regardless
In the land of the heartless
Gotta stay guarded, got a can full of that garbage
And my liver lately's been liquor soaked,
so far away and not getting close
Been lost on a whole bunch of different roads
Been drunk for like four days in a row
It's too much... I ain't really one for the turn up
Get me in a crowd and my insides burn up
Tried to go to school but I didn't really learn much
So I dropped out, so in turn, I don't earn much
Always been a little different, disinterested in what they say that I should be
Really took a long time for me to stop listening until I understood me
What I could be, what can be
If I stay the course and not stress on a plan B
On a pitch black night with my eyes closed shut, til the sun came up and I ran free
And it felt so right... And it felt so right
Weightlessness that I held so tight
Taking me from the Hell where I dwell most nights
I don't wanna feel like that again
Tryna find me, I don't wanna be them
Tryna find God but he doesn't respond so it makes sense why every track's a hymn
Asking every single question that I've been thinking since I was a child
Looking up always to find my calling, then I get anxious and then I run wild
I've been wasting away ever since I was young
In pure disgust seeing what I've become
Choked on smoke, sacrificed my lungs
So the shadows chasing me, I can't outrun
Looking over my shoulder, always so nervous, I don't even know why
All I know is the moment's passing me and I try to hold it, but it floats by
It's a lot to take, I can't concentrate
Got pieces to fit, got locks to break
Locked away in this place alone, and the solitude has got a lot to say
Silence... All that I'm searching for
A sound that I have not heard before
Need to find that solid ground like every ocean deserves a shore
Discontent in my gut
Every door has been shut
Very few that I trust
Crush anything I touch
When the brain says, "give up"
But the heart says, "get up"
And the body feels so stuck
