DEAFHEAVEN from TXTS ULTIMATE by Vantana Row

Save it for the stage
Cause there's just something about me, dude
Like, when I look into my own eyes
(Quiet as a cradle)
I look into my own fucking eyes
(I laid in the middle, night drift, spinning)
I see a fuckin animal
I see something that's like, fuckin
It's wild
(Hissed at the moon)
I spent my entire adult-life, so far
Just trying to figure out what was wrong with me
So I can fix it
(Conjured up the flowers)
And then I can't fix it
(To fix my impression of the gloom)

I feel them all
Great mass of color
Flooded in my bed
I feel them all
The great mass of color
Flooded in my bed
Dissolving into red

Half awake, holding my ghost in the morning
Sunlight coming down the bend
Maroon sky on the send
My great former terror
When trees gave doves the leaves
And I was grim drunk death
A stranger to myself

I feel them all
Great mass of color
Flooding in my bed
I feel them all
Great mass of color
Flooding in my bed
Dissolving into red

(Do I need this affection?)
Can I accept
l'm real?
(Do you?)
Living trapped inside this body
Soft, haunted, waiting ,wanting
(Do you need this confusion?
Do you?)

(Measured change evades real healing)

Taking love with little reason
Seeing you as I was, behind a locked door
Nervous and a fool
Seeing you as I was
Desperate for men (to guide you)

I feel them all
Great mass of color
Flooded in my bed
I feel them all
(the) great mass of color
Flooded in my bed
(Dissolving into red)

You are the sea and nobody owns you
Owns you
You are the sea
And nobody owns you
Owns you
Owns you
Owns you
Owns you
Owns you

• Cybergrind
• Experimental
• crack rock steady
• cybergoregrind
• digital hardcore
• experimental hip-hop
• California