Vanishing Grove by Zantilla
CW: racism, child abuse
The album follows a semi-autobiographical story in which I explore my childhood memories through a recurring dream. I wrestle with abuse, neglect, vacant esteem, and generational trauma and how they relate to my own struggles with internalized anti-blackness. The intent of this work is for my own healing, but also to reclaim and share my truth in my own words.
Tracklist
| 1. | Mother's Day | 3:09 |
| 2. | Recurrence | 1:38 |
| 3. | Vanishing Grove | 2:32 |
| 4. | Don't Say | 3:32 |
| 5. | Belvedere Drive | 2:39 |
| 6. | Timmons | 3:24 |
| 7. | Scar | 2:02 |
| 8. | Skin | 2:56 |
| 9. | PTSS | 1:53 |
| 10. | Let Me Off This Fucking Time Machine (feat. ZBW) | 2:35 |
| 11. | 7.12.2019 | 2:55 |
| 12. | Orange Blossom | 3:30 |
| 13. | Overgrowth | 2:37 |
| 14. | Fresh Squeezed | 1:58 |
Credits
released August 31, 2023
All written and performed by me except the wonderful sax solo on Let Me Off This Fucking Time Machine which is performed masterfully by ZBW
All written and performed by me except the wonderful sax solo on Let Me Off This Fucking Time Machine which is performed masterfully by ZBW
