Better instantly from x3 by zzile!

[Pre-Chorus]
Inside the walls of the building that taught me who I am
Exists the girl of my dreams, loning without a man
I fell head over heels, the worst I've ever felt
Back then it was inspiration, it was a mental hand
I recognize it was prisoning now, I didn't then
My mind was seeing her everywhere, on some CNN
I could've flown with her everywhere, even Amsterdam
But time went by, I went elsewhere and started to forget

[Chorus]
How things happen is a mystery
But now I'm unattached, I'm better instantly (yeah, hey!)
Introvert doesn't adhere to me
I finally let things go, I'm better instantly

[Verse]
I was in love over someone I didn't know enough
She was an amazing person but I was out of luck
I'm not afraid of describing her, I've got nothing bad
And to whoever's with her now, she gave me nothing back
Her lovely blonde hair and her smooth skin
A little on the shorter side, but she was still a queen
She was kind and forgiving, all she's ever been
I know that hurting her definitely would have been a sin

I tried to talk to her but I was lacking social skills
Even being near and around her was sending me chills
I kept the moments that we had as happy memories
But I was never doing enough to get me a kiss
Create an image of myself that was kind of a bluff
As soon as we were 16 the facade fell apart
But now I'm over her, the wife I never had
And I feel better overall, so now I'm really glad

[Chorus] *sing*
How things happen is a mystery
But now I'm unattached, I'm better instantly
Introvert doesn't adhere to me
I finally let things go, I'm better instantly

[Verse 2]
She just exists in that one place
I keep my memories there so that they don't relate
I used to think with my past I should dissociate
I've come to terms with those things and I appreciate
If not for her then I wouldn't have amazing songs
'lust', 'phone number', 'dreaming of falling in love'
'didn't mean itt', 'NOT MUCH', 'STOP MEe' and 'New Muse'
A foundation of my mental state over the turns

But I'm turning it 'round now
I got a whole new persona
I've not just uncrushed her
I didn't pick up another
And that's why I'm better
I went through the weather
I've hanged up the leather
Jacket, and fixated I'm never

[Pre-Chorus]
Inside the walls of the building that taught me who I am
Exists the girl of my dreams, loning without a man
I fell head over heels, the worst I've ever felt
Back then I found inspiration, it was a mental hand
I recognize it was prisoning now, I didn't then
My mind was seeing her everywhere, on some CNN
I could've flown with her everywhere, even Amsterdam
But time went by, I went elsewhere and started to forget

[Chorus]
How things happen is a mystery
But now I'm unattached, I'm better instantly (yeah, hey!)
Introvert doesn't adhere to me
I finally let things go, I'm better instantly

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